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Scratches on my window, faceless strangers in the street, foreign howls that haunt my waking moments and plague my fitful dreams; only few of the symptoms that come with my incurable illness. The heartbeat in the next room thump thump, thump thump calls to me Turning Turning, Vampire Vampire. I close my eyes and place a hand to my searing skin trying to smother the voices and the heartbeat with denial. My body resents me, repels against me, violently casting itself across my room and I find myself revealing in thoughts of black gluttony. No! My nails dig deep grooves into the wood and I hear my nails tear free of my fingers. I bite down on my lip to stop from screaming and my body shudders to a stop. Rich blood slides down my willing throat and my fingers touch the ivory shards that now protrude from my mouth.
I turn to the window and find him there, hidden in the darkest shadow. So how can I see him? I stare to the skies and find the stars brighter than I had ever believed possible, radiating like tiny suns onto the world below. A tiny flutter in my chest, a fragile attempt to batter the poison that has now tainted my veins. But I wanted this….I wanted this so much. Another flutter and I gasp as my body finishes its agonizing and cruel death.
I can see the pain in his eyes and the silent fear etched into my skin through the reflections his crimson orbs return. Falling to my knees I feel it surge through my corpse, a power unlike anything I had ever experience before. I could feel the muscles in my body elongate and tense, the muscles of a killer. I see everything in perfect clarity through my brand new eyes, the eyes of a predator. He bares his wrist to me and I pierce the flesh with ivory fangs, the fangs of a Vampire.
And that was how I came to be….
I turn to the window and find him there, hidden in the darkest shadow. So how can I see him? I stare to the skies and find the stars brighter than I had ever believed possible, radiating like tiny suns onto the world below. A tiny flutter in my chest, a fragile attempt to batter the poison that has now tainted my veins. But I wanted this….I wanted this so much. Another flutter and I gasp as my body finishes its agonizing and cruel death.
I can see the pain in his eyes and the silent fear etched into my skin through the reflections his crimson orbs return. Falling to my knees I feel it surge through my corpse, a power unlike anything I had ever experience before. I could feel the muscles in my body elongate and tense, the muscles of a killer. I see everything in perfect clarity through my brand new eyes, the eyes of a predator. He bares his wrist to me and I pierce the flesh with ivory fangs, the fangs of a Vampire.
And that was how I came to be….
Literature
In Memoriam
After: I set on the walk to home,
By woodland paths; I paced, I paced
But then as the cloak of dark came down,
I nearing my old town- was not braced
For that image of moths, flickering blue-
I stumbled there; reminded of you.
So I spun on my heels in evening gloam,
By autumn leaves I raced, I raced
Away from the moments that rendered in silver,
Cast glamour on the forest face
And stabbed through the shimmer of early dew-
I could have died there, surrounded by you.
Literature
atonement
I want you to know I'm sorry.
I never thought about how much I have to be sorry for until I was up all night and far too early in the morning from a Thursday to a Friday, and couldn't fall asleep because my heart was hammering and thundering and seizing with a regret sort of panic. I called you across six hundred and eighty three miles and an ocean of guilt and whispered I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry a thousand times into the receiver until I had no voice and you were saying my name through an accent of sleep and telling me I have nothing to be sorry about. But I do.
I'm sorry I didn't write you the most beautiful love song in the world.
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For the Encounters I Never Had
I released my regrets like a million balloons
chasing the sky with their bright round bodies --
wingless martyrs caught each tiny breath of air
and soared,
a moment of epiphany
when your rubbery skin punctures
and the soul escapes.
There is no element light enough to lift me away,
no instrument to sever the strings that earth
my tiny anklets --
I sway with the seasons
as if I am surrounded by an ocean,
unable to tread water fast enough to run,
nor find the reach to break the surface
where those regrets float momentarily,
winking in the sunlight before they coast away,
waiting for my realisation --
they pollute my conscience
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